花开花落花满天 庭前院外下着雨

心里闷的慌
难受得要命

叹……


无可奈何的失落

今朝有酒今朝醉，明日愁来明日愁

简单点说，我就是在得过且过
唉
我的嗜睡症好像越来越重了呢
不知道会不会在梦中死去啊
那也不赖吧

...do people even read my blog? seriously doubting

笑容太甜，
泪水太咸，
山盟海誓
到了最后
难免会变.

唯有自恋，
方觉天地万物，
皆无可恋.

知我者谓我心忧，

不知我者谓我何求，

知我心者，

唯有点点繁星

至情至性，
劳心劳神，
唯有忘情，
方能不败.

karen ah [edited]

...you ah, i don't know what to say liao.

if you want dislike them so much and felt that they are "super irrating" just STOP LOOKING AT THEM!!!!!

Stop whining and saying that they are so "chio"[well, i don't know if this is how it should be spelled but anyway you get my meaning] and then went on to say that you don't like them or something.

if you dislike them or hate them so much, just ignore them and stop going to their blog and spaces and thing to look at THEM!

MyGod, its like, super irrating to me to hear you saying they are chio and all that and whatever. I DON'T CARE. It shouldn't metter to me and it doen't!

arg. I can accept it if you talk about your JJ and things, cause at least  you like JJ right, so its normal to be concerned right. Why are you even looking at people you can't stand? They don't know you anyway and your actions cannot affect them in anyway. It's not as if if you told me everytime you look at their webpage , that they are super irrating and you can't stand them, then it would make any difference, right? 

it's getting unbearable. and i hope you would stop that.

i can't believe its been so long....well actually i can, cause i'm so lazy

覆水难收

说出的话，

泼出的水，

都不可能，

收回重来。

伤了的心，

心碎之后，

碎了一地，

那些碎片，

再拚不回，

原本的图案了。

quiz, i'm too lazy to tag others

[ 10 ] Firsts

First Best Friend: Wang Zi Han

First Screen Name: Not sure. sallyhope?

First Pet: two young chicken, but they died, I think it's because I/ my brother fed them too much or something

First Piercing: Nade and I don’t think I ever would.

First Crush: …secret…

First CD: some computer game, I think.

First Car: too young to own one, but I think if I ever own a car in the future, someone else have to drive it. Cause driving is actually very tiring (that’s what I gathered. Or else why those people who have money always/normally have chauffeurs?)

First Love: ……

First Place Called Home: although I stayed in my grandparents (my mother’s side) house since I can remember, my mother said that my first home was in the university’s residence or something

[ 9 ] Lasts

Last Beverage: strawberry ice blend, although I asked for strawberry milk tea L

Last Car Ride: riding back home..(to play tablet!)

Last Movie Seen: If you’re talking about in cinemas, then it’s a long long time ago. But if at home, then I think it’s Princess Dairies 2 which showed on channel 5 last satuday.

Last Phone Call: My father telling me that he’s ferrying me home.

Last Song You Listened To: Just One Last Dance ^_^

Last Bubble Bath: I don’t think I ever did that. L

Last Time You Cried: I was reading.

Last Thing You Ate: fish fried by my father, very nice ^_^

Last Bad Thing You Did: Did I ever.

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: No, they are female and I’m not les

Have You Ever Been Arrested: As if

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: does in the bathtub counted? haha

Have You Ever Been On A Limo: ASIF

Have You Ever Cheated: Lots of time

Have You Ever Been In Love: yes

A Car Accident: Almost, both in car and out car. (all not my fault)

Have You Ever Broken A Bone: Haha, I think I did.

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing. Karen, you should have warn me to wear more clothes

1. A yellow pyjamas dress

2. A watch

3. My glasses

4. My hair band

5. Nail polish

6. Bra

7. Underwear

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today

1. combed my hair

2. tied my hair

3. gone to the toilet to do stuff

4. ate lunch (cause I wake up too late for breakfast)

5. On-ed my tablet

6. went to started visiting other people’s blogs

No.1 and 2 was done outside the toilet so it doesn’t count in 3.

[ 5 ] Favourite Things

1. BOOKS

2. small perfume bottles that looks nice

3. my dreams

4. the people in my dreams

5. Typewriters ^_^

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To

I tell anyone close to me anything I think of and wanted to tell.

[ 3 ] Choices

1. Black Or White: Both

2. Hot Or Cold: middle, but if must chose, i rather cold than hot. cause if cold then wear some more clothes then okay liao but if its hot, then what could you do?

3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Vanilla haha.

[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die

1. Read as many books as possible

2. Live a good life

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret

Regret doesn't help things so i don't regret at all

心不动
不动则不伤
如心动
伤其身，痛其骨

只要我不醒来，世界就不存在。

灰姑娘的水晶鞋为什么在午夜12点以后没有变回原样呢？

People do crazy things in the name of love

We don't always ask the questions because we do not really want to know the answer. It was easier to be in denial.

没有人欣赏的月光，只不过是太阳的反射而以。

不幸的人喜欢看到人们同情的脸色，他们喜欢谈谈他们的痛苦，听别人亲切安慰的语言。
——列夫·托尔斯泰

对待强者，世界有时特别吝啬。

他是“天神”，公众不容许“天神”有瑕疵。
　　对于一个庸人，人们本来没有期望，庸人犯了千百次错，都可以得到原谅。但是真正的精英，却不可以担当偶尔一次的闪失。一个完美主义者没有第二次机会。胜者为王败者为寇。所谓“吃一堑，长一智”，是平庸人的自欺的借口。
　　机会只有一次，稍纵即不会再回来，就像他一样。

envy and grief

Envy comes from wanting something that isn't yours
_________________________________________

Grief comes from losing something you've already had.

Five Little Pigs--Painting

The painting had an old superficial smoothness. At first sight it might have been a poster, so seemingly crude were its contrasts. A girl, a girl in a canary—yellow shirt and dark—blue slacks, sitting on a grey wall in full sunlight against a background of violet blue sea. Just the kind of subject for a poster.

But the first appearance was deceptive; there was a subtle distortion—an amazing brilliance and clarity in the light. And the girl—

Yes, here was life. All there was, all there could be of life, of youth, of sheer blazing vitality. The face was alive and the eyes…

So much life! Such passionate youth! She was life. She was youth.

A superb, slim, straight creature, arrogant, her head turned, her eyes insolent with triumph. Looking at you, watching you—waiting…

[( she was so young)

What do people mean when they say that? So young. Something innocent, something appealing, something helpless. But youth is not that. Youth is crude, youth is strong, youth is powerful—yes, and cruel. And one thing more—youth was vulnerable

What would all the years have done to that triumphant crude child?]

Those eyes. Watching him…watching him…telling him something…

Such arrogance, such triumphant anticipation.

And then Death stepped in and taken the prey out of those passionately anticipating eyes. What were the eyes of Elsa like now?

He thought: ‘She as too much alive.’

He felt—a little—frightened…

____________________________________________________________________

It is the picture of a murderess painted by her victim—it is the picture of a girl watching her lover die…

阴天的时候只想在被窝里睡懒觉

“恶魔"只不过是迷信的人们捏造出来替自己的邪念与恶行承担罪责的替罪羔羊罢了.

double-standard

She was sitting there. And I felt anger surging through me.
Why is that I don't collect the key then she go and talk talk talk. Who on earth do she think she is? She don't have the right to reprimand me if she also don't do it right?
She said that because i came to school earlier than she did, i should go and take the key. but today, i saw her sitting outside the classroom, which meant that she come to school earlier than me, and she doesn't take the key.
SO it's sort of double-standard right. and i hate her for it.

世界上最孤单的人并不是独处的人，

而是在喧闹派对里，

谈笑风生间，

温暖拥抱里仍不可自控觉得孤单的人.

才无助呢。

看到他脸上的快乐，读懂她心中的忧伤

如果有钱也是一种错,我宁愿一错再错 如果爱上你是一种罪,我愿用一辈子来承担

笑，只是因为我戴着虚伪的面具。或许只有在你的面前，我的笑，才会有幸福的感觉……

占卜师

那一回，他说占卜到自己会死
然后，他便真的死了
那么是占卜预示了他的结局
还是他在潜意识里随着占卜的结局在前进
还是，是他自己想死，才占卜到自己的死亡？

Happy PI Day!!!

看着他看我的眼神，明白了的我笑了，他完完全全的把我忘了，根本不记得我了呢。

很想挽回 可你离我越来越远 我终于累了 放弃了…

men

The nice men are ugly﹐
The handsome men are not nice﹐
The handsome and nice men are gay﹐
The handsome nice and heterosexual men are married﹐
The men who are not so handsome but are nice have no money﹒

士为知已者死，女为悦已者容

the title had nothing to do with the content

people always think that we should 以德报怨 because they thought that 孔子 said so
but actually it was like this:
somebody asked 孔子that, should we 以德报怨?
and 孔子said：何以报德？一直报怨，以德报德。
which means, if you 以德报怨，how are you going to return a kindness? so we should be like, an eye for an eye, even if it makes the whole world blind.
that's actually the only thing i agree with him so far...

依稀记得那天晴，万里无云，蓝得刺眼。我向前望去时，风一吹，金黄的叶子从树上哗啦啦地落下，飞舞得满天都是。
前前后后都没有印象了，现在记得的只有那一瞬间的感动。

看漫画中

他笑得一脸没心没肺，让看到的人都为之嫉妒，盯着他看
看着看着，却让人感到有股淡淡的伤悲，是错觉么？
他明明笑得那样张狂啊。

回家开门面对空荡荡的屋子，一刹那错觉以为你还会在那里笑着等我。这种突然涌上来的失落感，可以忽略不计…………吗。

你给我的承诺若是不会实现的，那么请你永远不要给我那种承诺，我会当真的。

献给:MWZ

你那美妙的歌声
具有魅惑地
让天上的云彩都为之动容
沉沦于其中

你那美妙的歌声
是那样的美
却无人仔细地
欣赏过

你那美妙的歌声
终有一天
你像精灵似的降落人间
见到一个女孩

你那美妙的歌声
被那一个
笑靥如花的女孩听到了
她拍手了

你那美妙的歌声
终有人欣赏了
但在突如其来的掌声中
你一不小心，在幸福中窒息了

你那美妙的歌声
和那颗略带虚荣的心
最终为你带来了
意外死亡

若不是想寻觅到知音
为你那美妙的歌声鼓掌
你也就不会出现在
这样的乱世了

你直到死
孰不知，有些东西
永不该让人们触到
他们可是罪不可赦的毁灭者呢

可惜啊可惜
你忘了你只是一只
小小的MWZ
不可能被世人所接受的。

下雨过后
土地的湿气
你仔细闻过么
每当我闻见那气味
不禁感到有种凄凉的感觉

说不定
那个在我前世
许诺过要和我
执子之手 与子偕老
的人
就是在雨天死去的呢。

假如我来世上一遭
只为与你相聚一次
只为了亿万光年里的那一刹那
一刹那里所有的甜蜜与悲凄
又怎么会有
怎么会有寂寞的西风
在我的折扇上
慢慢地画着怀念的悲

wolfes

click on it to see a larger [and clearer] version

to ruiqi: see? that's how wolfes should look like!

歌舞升平，太平盛世，纸醉金迷，醉生梦死——就这样沉迷在梦境里，好像也不是件坏事。

Nobody know nobody, not that well

There is little white or black areas in the world there is mostly only grey areas no definite right or wrong

We see people the way we want to.

他的绝望不适应为她 因此他的绝望变成了她的绝望

他脸上的忧伤只有月亮看到了 于是月亮也开始忧伤

他不晓得如何劝慰她 因为她的幸福和悲伤不是因为他

PhD comics 5

Geeks on Wheels

who


ProFro Prospective Freshmen Tour

taken from phdcomics

每个人都知道人迟早会死，但他们并不相信自己也会
现在每个人都认为自己是这喧嚣都市里唯一孤独的智者

每个人都以为自己是特别的，以为自己能感受别人感受不到的情绪，能解决别人解决不了的问题。
动物的反应是很单纯的，要么就去应对，要么就逃避，没有折中或犹豫。但人类有了大脑，理性往往抑制本能，所以人才有了矛盾和烦恼。

PhD comics 4

Lab Age Perception Chart

raiders of the lost dissertation





taken from phdonline.

PhD comics 3

napping

happy birthday

graph-work output

graph-motivation level

phD drama sampler

taken from phdcomics.

每一步都是那么沉重，负载了三世的负担。
我们的前世，是谁踏亮了我门前的水声……
我们的前世，是谁和我在落花无数的地方相逢……
我们的前世，是谁说过要和我相约一生……

PhD comics 2

the GRAD STUDENT documentary

taken from phdcomics.

PhD Comics 1

Characters

MR. TA

Mike Slackenerny. Free food. It binds us

Mike Slackenerny. A PhD. students needs not such things

TA crush

taken from phdcomics.

Notre Dame de Paris 1

时值一四八二年

叙述爱与欲望的故事

我们这些无名艺术家

运用想象和诗韵

试着赋予它生命

献给各位及未来的世纪

大教堂撑起这信仰的时代

世界进入一个新的纪元

人类企图攀及星星的高度

镂刻下自己的事迹

在彩色玻璃或石块上

一砖一石，日复一日

一世纪接一世纪，爱从未消逝

人类眼看亲手造的塔越升越高

诗人和吟游歌手唱着爱曲情歌

许诺要带给所有人类

一个更好的明天

大教堂撑起这信仰的时代

世界进入一个新的纪元

人类企图攀及星星的高度

镂刻下自己的事迹

在彩色玻璃或石块上

大教堂撑起这信仰的时代

世界进入一个新的纪元

人类企图攀及星星的高度

镂刻下自己的事迹

在彩色玻璃或石块上

信仰的时代已成云烟

一群群野蛮人菌集在各个城门

异教徒和破坏者纷纷涌入

世界临近末日

预言了西元两千年的今日

众里寻他千百度 蓦然回首 那人却在 灯火阑珊处

Quiz--surprising results

Directions:
1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the "Next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
1.) Are you a male or female?
Girlfriend
2.) Describe yourself:
I can do better
3.) How do you feel about yourself?
The best damn thing
4.) Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend:
Sk8er Boi
5.) Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:
Peron’s latest flame/ Anything but ordinary
6.) Describe your current location:
How does it feel
7.) Describe what you want to be:
Fall to pieces
8) Describe your best friend?
Don't tell me
9.) Your favourite colour is:
距离
10.) You know that:
Complicated
11.) What is the weather like?
Flipside
12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Jenny
13) What is life to you?
Happy Birthday
14.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Addicted to me
15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
简单爱
16.) How do you feel about the opposite sex?
Sarang heyo 只对你说
17.) Why are you doing this survey?
几分
18.) You hate:
The reason why
19.) Describe your worst enemy:
爱在一起/ All i need is you
20.) What's in your back pocket?
轨迹
21.) What's your first thought when you wake up?
国王游戏
22.) What’s your point of view on immigrants coming into the country?
Kiss goodbye
23.) What was the last thing you told someone?
I think we're alone now

而你却连那一点点，一点点也不曾给我……

我只是一个很容易满足的孩子，整天期待的是你能给我一个笑容，当我从阴云密布的云层看到一丝阳光，一点点，一点点就够了……

我只是一个很容易满足的孩子，整天期待的是你能给我讲句话，让我知道这个世界还有美丽的童话，一点点，一点点就够了……

我只是一个很容易满足的孩子，整天期待的是你能在孤独无助时握一下我的手，让我知道还有人在支持，一点点，一点点就够了……

我只是一个很容易满足的孩子，整天期待的是你能小小地分给我一点爱，让我知道还有人喜欢着我，一点点，一点点就够了……

我只是一个很容易满足的孩子，而你却连那一点点，一点点也不曾给我……

传说，桔梗花开代表幸福再度降临。
可是有人能抓住幸福，有的人却注定与它无缘，抓不住它，也留不住花。
于是桔梗有着双层含义：永恒的爱和无望的爱。
而我的爱又是永恒还是无望呢？

Take me to your heart

如果在这个世界上没有留恋的东西，就会死去呢
但这世界如此的美好，怎能不让人去留恋

喂 你知道么 那色彩缤纷的蝴蝶 是色盲呢

i'm posting it again

Salazar’s Rules of Scheming
1. Slytherins are not responsible for the stupidity of other Houses.
2. Never trust anyone whose robes are nicer than yours.
3. Never allow family to stand in the way of opportunity.
4. Keep your lies consistent.
5. It never hurts to suck up to the boss.
6. Don’t sleep with your boss’s relatives.
7. Always sleep with your boss (unless it’s Voldemort).
8. Every once in a while, declare peace. It confuses the hell out of your enemies.
9. The bigger the smile, the sharper the knife.
10. If you’re going to have to endure, make yourself comfortable.
11. Never offer a confession when a bribe will do.
12. Never argue with the point of a wand.
13. Flirting can get you anything—and if it doesn’t work, offer sex.
14. Never admit a mistake if there’s someone else to blame.
15. Treat people in your debt like family—exploit them.
16. Even in the worst of time, someone turns a profit—make sure it’s you.
17. Sometimes what you get for free costs entirely too much.
18. One person’s secret is another person’s opportunity.
19. The greater the amount you are taking from someone, the greater the distraction must be.
20. More is good, all is better.
21. Deep down, everybody’s a Slytherin.
22. If you always hope for the best and expect the worst, you’ll never be disappointed.
23. If no one can prove it, it never happened.
24. Never do something yourself if you can make someone else do it for you.
25. Honour is always negotiable.
26. A dishonourable life is better than an honourable death.
27. The best opportunity to kill is the one that frightens the witnesses the most.
28. Evil is a point of view.

before de

If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a Damn fool about it
If you are winning, QUIT.
Everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die.
Every story, no matter how complete it tries to make itself, still has holes.
Any wire cut to length will be too short.
Miracles were nothing but stories we all clung to because we wished they were true.
It is better to be silent and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt
No doubt exists that everyone is crazy; it's only a question of degree.
Great ideas are never remembered and dumb statements are never forgottenThe big catastrophes are made up of smaller onesthings always goes from bad to worseIt is never in the last place you look. it is in the first place you look, but never discovered on the first attempt.It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious.
It is no disgrace to be poor, but it is awfully inconvenient

so, i've decided to

1. delete my old blog,
2. take the things from my old blog to here.